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Hehehe... yea... this blog is so cool... its Jie's idea that I start my own blog since I prefer writing to talking... yes... I think I really like this idea. So from now on I'll be blogging alot about my life and my tots.
Its so cool....
Sunday, September 30, 2007
*Amaze Amaze Amaze*
Hehe... wana blog abt the youth group today. I'm glad I went... I'm still shy... or should I say very shy. There are quite a few things that amazed me...
1) Learn how to take bus to church myself!
2) I'm alittle amazed that they sang the song 'Servant King' again... I still don't really understand the song but it just seem to mean alotz. It caught my attention when I first went to youth group 2 weeks ago... and now my 2nd time... same song! Does it mean something to me?
3) Seekers class... interesting question about 'why does God allow bad things to happen'... Part of the reason could be to built our faith... part of it could be due to our fallen world... or it could also be for a better purpose (which we may not see). when someone asked that question and pastor was asking for examples... i wondered abt the question I used to ask... why did God take my sister away from me? I suddenly felt as if it was for a better purpose. Even thou I may feel like if Jie is around... she could bring me to church and I do not have to be alone... but I also have to admit that if Jie is around... I probably wouldn't be interested to know about God. I can't really explain that feeling of believeing that God has a better purpose for wat has happened. But suddenly... I just felt like this issue was settled... I no longer have to feel like I still 'blame' God for allowing it to happen. Its amazing... and more amazing... when its Jie's 2nd anniversary.
4) Dawn walked me out after youth group... and she shared with me about adam and eve and sin and Jesus dying on the cross for our sins. I couldn't understand why Jesus had to die on the cross... as in why did Jesus choose to die for us? Doesn't it show the extend of his love for us?! I just felt amazed... I didn't really knoe how to respond to what Dawn shared... I guess I was still trying to digest my tots and accept the amazement... hehe.
I actually feel excited about all that I've learn about God... I think I'm looking forward to next Sat... althou I may still be scared.
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Name: Julie
Age : 14+
Just a little intro about myself. I come from a family of 5 (ie. my parents, Kor, Jie and me). Kor is 17 years older than me while Jie is 14 years older,
so mum would always say that I'm an accident! Mum wanted to give me away when I was 2+ & the doctors confirm that I was autistic. Jie persuaded mum to keep me. Yah...
so alot of credit goes to Jie for who I am today! She's never given up on me though I give her tons of troubles. The greatest problem with me is that I can never mix
with strangers... so yea... it took Jie along time to get me settled into K1... then again when I went into P1. Jie would also bring me out with her friends... even
thou she knew I could cry any moment, but she's never felt embarass of me. Thanks JIE! I love you! =) I'm most bless to have such a wonderful Jie. Although Jie
has left me more than 2 years ago, I still miss her alot.. But still life moves on and I've certainly gone through alot of tough times which have molded me alotz too.
I'm thankful for the people whom I've met along the way and who have helped me through each difficult time. Thanks!
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