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Hehehe... yea... this blog is so cool... its Jie's idea that I start my own blog since I prefer writing to talking... yes... I think I really like this idea. So from now on I'll be blogging alot about my life and my tots.
Its so cool....
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
*Mummy dun wan me...*
I've cried the whole day! WHY WHY WHY... can any1 tell me why... why must this family become like tat... its a family of 5!!! then it became 4... after Jie left us... now its down to 3 ... cos mommy has decided to leave the family. ARRRRGGGHHHHH....
Mommy... u sure u dun wan me anymore???!!! Do you know how much it hurts me... when u said those words?! Have I done anything wrong to make u hate me? I just wana tell u tat no matter how much u say u hate me... I'll still love u just becos u r my mommy. Pls don't leave me behind...I beg u to come back home!
My eyes are swollen. I can only cry and type out all I feel... that's the only way I can let go of my feelings. Cos I know I wouldn't wana talk about it. I didn't go to work today... cos it was a whole nite of fighting... until mummy walked out of the house at 5+am this morning. I still wonder where she went... I'm still hoping that she will call me soon. I'm still hoping that dad n mum can get back together... thou I know it may not happen. Sobs Sobs.
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Name: Julie
Age : 14+
Just a little intro about myself. I come from a family of 5 (ie. my parents, Kor, Jie and me). Kor is 17 years older than me while Jie is 14 years older,
so mum would always say that I'm an accident! Mum wanted to give me away when I was 2+ & the doctors confirm that I was autistic. Jie persuaded mum to keep me. Yah...
so alot of credit goes to Jie for who I am today! She's never given up on me though I give her tons of troubles. The greatest problem with me is that I can never mix
with strangers... so yea... it took Jie along time to get me settled into K1... then again when I went into P1. Jie would also bring me out with her friends... even
thou she knew I could cry any moment, but she's never felt embarass of me. Thanks JIE! I love you! =) I'm most bless to have such a wonderful Jie. Although Jie
has left me more than 2 years ago, I still miss her alot.. But still life moves on and I've certainly gone through alot of tough times which have molded me alotz too.
I'm thankful for the people whom I've met along the way and who have helped me through each difficult time. Thanks!
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