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MY WORLD


Hehehe... yea... this blog is so cool... its Jie's idea that I start my own blog since I prefer writing to talking... yes... I think I really like this idea. So from now on I'll be blogging alot about my life and my tots. Its so cool....

Our greatest glory consists not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.



Saturday, October 20, 2007

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Just came back from youth group... quite abit to blog about. :P so quiet in person yet so much to blog when I'm home. Contradicting. Anyways... I love blogging... Today's lesson is really good and special. Watch a movie clip about Jesus suffering and the cross. I don't know how to describe my feelings... probably still cannot understand why He has to suffer... I guess I know its LOVE... but still its hard to understand that extend of LOVE. Ok... I cried! Cos I think it hit me quite hard that Jesus is the hater of sin but He's the lover of sinner. Jesus hates my sin but He loves me... so often we put everything together... when I don't like what someone has done... I end up hating that person. It made me feel that even if I don't agree with what my parents say / do ... even when they say things that hurts me... I can hate the wrong they have done but I still love them as a person. It made me feel even if I hate certain feelings or decisions I make... that's not equal to hating myself as a person. I guess I do believe that God is real ... but I'm still holding back cos I still can't overcome my own stuggle of fear... plus there's still parents approval. And talking about approval... I'm still wondering if I wana go Synod Youth Camp?! I actually tot that I've decided that I'm not going... but then today I realise that I do feel like going... argghhh... but I'm undecided for the same 2 reasons as why I'm still holding back from God. Will see how it goes this week...

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