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Hehehe... yea... this blog is so cool... its Jie's idea that I start my own blog since I prefer writing to talking... yes... I think I really like this idea. So from now on I'll be blogging alot about my life and my tots.
Its so cool....
Saturday, March 29, 2008
*Another WOAH...*
"Those who know your name will trust in you, for you, Lord, have never forsaken those who seek you." Psalm 9:10
Thank God for his word because I cannot imagine what state I'll be in ... if not for the comfort, encouragement and promise from the bible. The last few months have been so tough for me and I feel so stretched. But I guess I am also happy in a sense... I can't really describe or explain the happy part... errrr... I don't know... maybe its an amazement of what God has done and what he says in the bible. And it has happned afew times ... when I'm so so so lost and then like there'll be a verse that just makes me WOAH! Then it'll settle some pain / struggle in me. It makes me see things alittle different I guess. Today's another of those day... where I went WOAH again. Was sms-ing with a friend today (a dear sis in christ! :P) and she was telling me to trust & find comfort in God. I couldn't help but wondered what it means to trust... or rather how to trust when everything seems so lost, so confused. Well... then I read my bible and I came across the verse above... WOAH... TRUST... yes, trusting in God's control and in His plan for my life... trusting that God will help me make wise decision... trusting that all that happen or will happen is in his hands.
I don't deny that I'm sad and badly hurt by all that has happened... but I'm thankful to the love that has been shown to me by some people around me - an expected love because I don't think I've earned it or deserve it in any way. Thanks to all who have loved me in one way or another! Thanks a lotz! Definately also thankful to God's love for me.
I'll be going to China next week (exact date to be confirmed). I'm excited actually cos I really MISS my mum so much. But there's also some reservation about whether my mum would actually have time for me ... to keep me company through out my trip there. haha... I wonder if its safe to travel out alone... I don't know... Uncle keat keeps saying that I cannot go out alone cos its dangerous. Just waiting for mummy to confirm when's a good day for me to fly over cos she'll have to fetch me from e airport! Hehe. Hope she confirms fast so Uncle Keat can book my tickets soon... I wana fly there ASAP and come back ASAP. LoL... I don't wana wait long long. haha... then again... waiting is also good... cos it gives me the time to PRAY and ASK GOD about it. Haha. Enough of this long blog... tsk tsk.
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Name: Julie
Age : 14+
Just a little intro about myself. I come from a family of 5 (ie. my parents, Kor, Jie and me). Kor is 17 years older than me while Jie is 14 years older,
so mum would always say that I'm an accident! Mum wanted to give me away when I was 2+ & the doctors confirm that I was autistic. Jie persuaded mum to keep me. Yah...
so alot of credit goes to Jie for who I am today! She's never given up on me though I give her tons of troubles. The greatest problem with me is that I can never mix
with strangers... so yea... it took Jie along time to get me settled into K1... then again when I went into P1. Jie would also bring me out with her friends... even
thou she knew I could cry any moment, but she's never felt embarass of me. Thanks JIE! I love you! =) I'm most bless to have such a wonderful Jie. Although Jie
has left me more than 2 years ago, I still miss her alot.. But still life moves on and I've certainly gone through alot of tough times which have molded me alotz too.
I'm thankful for the people whom I've met along the way and who have helped me through each difficult time. Thanks!
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