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MY WORLD


Hehehe... yea... this blog is so cool... its Jie's idea that I start my own blog since I prefer writing to talking... yes... I think I really like this idea. So from now on I'll be blogging alot about my life and my tots. Its so cool....

Our greatest glory consists not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.



Thursday, April 10, 2008

*HK / China and my tots*

Here I am ... in Singapore. I'm glad I did not fall sick in the last 1 week. I don't want to come back... I just want to stay on with Mummy. LoL. But of course I can't lah, leaving all my things back in S'pore. So now... I'll have to make my final decision within the next few days. Do I really want to leave? HK is fun. Disney is fun! Macau not really fun. China is ok lah. Bought some things here and there... The deserts in HK / China also very nice. I think if I move to China... I'll be so tempted to go shopping. LoL. But I feel that the people in China don't seem as friendly... infact some can get quite rude. Sigh. Food is China is cheaper than HK. But shopping wise, some are cheaper but some of more ex... especially when the HKD is now slightly higher than the RMB. I think I spent the most money in disney land... haha. Althou most people are saying that HK disneyland is disappointing but I still like it alot... well prob cause I've not seen any other disneyland so this one seemed so nice to me especially the fireworks. I'll want to go back again someday. LoL. So in a sense, it seems like if I do move to China, I'll have alot more fun than in this little island of Singapore. China... here I come! LoL. I wonder when will I leave? Will I change my mind? Will I regret? I don't know. Mummy was busy help Uncle Qilong with his business. Sian loh... left me alone to go Disneyland when initially she say she'll be bringing me there. :( But she did bring me to shop at Temple Street, Ladies Street, Fa Yuen Street. Mummy also brought me Avenue of Star and that place is really cool. Just enjoyed sitting there and enjoying the sea breeze. Over in China however, Mummy didn't allow me to go out on my own as its not safe. So I didn't do as much in China as I did in HK where I walked quite abit to shop. LoL. Feets are tired. I only saw Uncle Qilong at a few of our meal times. I refused to talk much with him. Haha. I don't know... maybe I just feel wierd. I think he's a nice guy lah but I guess its not easy for me to accept a stranger as a family member. Sometimes I'll just look at him and wonder why did mummy leave daddy for him??? I wonder why must he take mummy away to China... so it kinda makes me feel like I don't like him. Sobz. I tried not to feel that way... but its just tough. Uncle Qilong, sorry that I'm still quite cold towards you... give me more time k. I know its not your fault for my family situation. I guess I know what I want. Yet the decision does not seem settled. I feel lost. I feel like I'm not making a right decision. I cried myself to bed last night because it feels so lost... so confused. I can't help but wonder why do I exist... wldnt it be better if I die today and I don't have to bother about all this things and I don't have to worry about my future. I don't like my life! Sobzzz.... I want my Jieeeeee.

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