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Hehehe... yea... this blog is so cool... its Jie's idea that I start my own blog since I prefer writing to talking... yes... I think I really like this idea. So from now on I'll be blogging alot about my life and my tots.
Its so cool....
Sunday, May 11, 2008
*Happy Mother's Day?*
Yes... its Mother's Day... but I wonder if its happy (or not) mother's day... I don't know... guess I'm just emo. I miss my mum so damn much... esp today... when I see people celebrating mother's day... I can't help but wonder how's mummy doing... is she HAPPY? I want to call her but I know I wouldn't be able to hold my tears back and so I didn't call her. I only sent her a sms... but she didn't even reply me. So sad. I want to celebrate with her! I broke down so many times today each time thinking about mummy. It hurts... it really hurts. I wan my mummy. I don't like my life... because it hurts too much... first its losing Jie... then now mummy left me... what's next? I know I'm loved by God... yea... I'm thankful to God. But still I need my mummy... mummy why don't you come back to me? I've changed so much... and I wouldn't give you problem like I used to.... mummy.... pls.... I just want you.
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Name: Julie
Age : 14+
Just a little intro about myself. I come from a family of 5 (ie. my parents, Kor, Jie and me). Kor is 17 years older than me while Jie is 14 years older,
so mum would always say that I'm an accident! Mum wanted to give me away when I was 2+ & the doctors confirm that I was autistic. Jie persuaded mum to keep me. Yah...
so alot of credit goes to Jie for who I am today! She's never given up on me though I give her tons of troubles. The greatest problem with me is that I can never mix
with strangers... so yea... it took Jie along time to get me settled into K1... then again when I went into P1. Jie would also bring me out with her friends... even
thou she knew I could cry any moment, but she's never felt embarass of me. Thanks JIE! I love you! =) I'm most bless to have such a wonderful Jie. Although Jie
has left me more than 2 years ago, I still miss her alot.. But still life moves on and I've certainly gone through alot of tough times which have molded me alotz too.
I'm thankful for the people whom I've met along the way and who have helped me through each difficult time. Thanks!
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